To be living in a constant state of "new" is an ultimately sensational affliction. My soul is present with me and fully alive. Lana Del Rey is singing to me about life advice and I'm reveling in this feeling of peace that I never knew I could experience. My body is calm and my heart is full. I am new. I am loved and my gratitude for it is effervescent. I am healed and on an adventure that only gets better. To the girl I was when 2019 started and to the woman I will be when 2020 ends. Cheers.