On a roll
After visiting LA a few weeks ago, my schedule has been insane. Traveling, gigs, studio time, behind the scenes work (always behind the scenes work)... I'm tired. But I'm hungry for more and I'm enjoying this ride. I lost my Aunt yesterday and received the notification during a gig. I was playing a song I'd played a thousand times and happened to glance down and see it. It was an odd feeling. A mixture of "the show must go on" and "it's okay not to be okay". I feel more and more responsible and aware of my words and actions every day. I've hurt people. I've let my own hurt and anger fuel vicious words and I'm so sorry for that. I'm sorry to whom I've hurt and I'm sorry to myself for allowing it. We're growing. Every day is a fresh day to start being a better person.